#19358302058 Sometimes I wonder, why are weekends so depressing? Then I realized, it always filled with Monday Blues...
#13749505847 The reason of feeling exhausted is because you don't like those things you're doing.
#18274753485 no fact.
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Letter to men who lives in stone age.
Dear Mr. Uncivilized,
how are you? I'm pretty fine over here even though I was totally depressed in the past 2 weeks. Every single night, I soaked my pillow with tears and now when I remember how I lived in my past 2 weeks I think I'm stupid. Why? All thanks to you, I had a good experience being in deep depression for so long but thank God I was given enough bravery to overcome them. It's a precious lesson in life.
To be frank, it all started with you confronted me about my future, giving me some kind suggestions and trying to proof to me you are right but you don't know me, stranger. Let me do a brief introduction of myself to you: I'm a fat but young lady who works in some place not meant for women (only in the stone age, i.e. hardware shop). I know what you're thinking, or I shall say I assumed what you are thinking, that people who works here are all under-educated. But let me tell you, I was not and what you're thinking is not true. Being able to enter the working field at such young age doesn't mean I'm under-educate. It's not that I'm incompatible with studies nor I'm a dropout from school but I was capable enough to finish my studies earlier than others. I'm a graduate from university, not with certificates or diploma, but Bachelor's Degree in Science (Marketing), with honor to be precise, at the age of 21.
Mr. Uncivilized I, the other day, you told me 'young lady, you're probably going to regret for not studying at your age because you'll have to rely on man in your future. You'll have to compromise with them no matter what they told you to do because you need them to feed you, just like prostitutes.' Then, you continued 'but looking at you now, I think you'll starve in the future because no man would want you even if you devote yourself to them.' Let me tell you what, at the same time you tried to harassed me with your words, trying to make fun of me with my looks, it's the time you looks like a real fool. I'm well educated, mister. You don't know me! From your words I can see you're a jerk who think with your dick. Those words you used to harassed me reflects your personality and characteristics badly, or showing how uncivilized you were for thinking this is just a joke by using such offending word to describe a woman. I felt sorry for your wife for marrying such jerk because every words you said to me shows you're a sinner with full of lust but not love. A man who loves don't judge people by their looks, and why do you think I would devote myself to a man with lust but not love? Still, I thank you for worrying about my future, at least it came to your mind, but please worry about your one and only son first. Why don't you spend your time to advise your son to university for his future sake but to worry about my vagina?
Mr. Uncivilized II, looks like you're having some issue with 'women vs machines'. I don't deny that most of the women outside are machines and gadgets proof but not 100% of the women out there are. Even loosing a single nut will cause a serious aftermath. I know, I have sisters. But what you know about me? You never let me try but you are accusing me for not capable to do the job. How many times I had fixed the wire and the plug? I knew these since young dude, you don't have KH during your primary and secondary school time? And for your information, I fixed my laptop and computers since young, since we have the first computer. It's like, when I was 7 perhaps?
Mr. Uncivilized III, you named me 'Ms Don't-Know-Anything'. I do all the calculations and gave you professional advises and yet I was given such name. Please learn to be appreciate because every single time I refuse to do that, you will lose your business. Why? Because you don't know anything about products you're selling. You need to ask every single time when you sell a machine, even it's the same machine. You have 20 years of experience in this field, and yet you don't know most of the things. You gained all your knowledge by making mistakes and because my father is willing to teach you. Yet you're so selfish of sharing knowledge and you start telling everyone outside I don't know anything. You tell my customer not to ask me things because I couldn't handle their question. Then, why are you asking me those questions where you need to seek for answer when my father is not here? You don't give me a chance to learn, and you never give me a chance to perform, then how do you know I couldn't handle things, even those small things.
For the past 2 weeks, I constantly thinking what I did to deserve all these. Why aren't my effort appreciated? I have so many 'Why' questions in my head but I couldn't find an answer, not even a single word answer for one of the 'why'. I was so lost so I decided to post it to Facebook and seek for some answer. I still didn't get any answer but lots of encouragements. And I watched Paranorman (#random). Now, all the 'why' is no longer important. I was enlightened and decided to move on. Sir Ka-Shing Li once said '太在意別人的看法最後會有兩種結局：要麼自己累死，要麼讓別人玩
Ending my post with a quote from Paranorman by Sandra Babcock, 'you know, sometimes people say things that seem mean, but they did it because they are afraid.'
signing off,
till then.
how are you? I'm pretty fine over here even though I was totally depressed in the past 2 weeks. Every single night, I soaked my pillow with tears and now when I remember how I lived in my past 2 weeks I think I'm stupid. Why? All thanks to you, I had a good experience being in deep depression for so long but thank God I was given enough bravery to overcome them. It's a precious lesson in life.
To be frank, it all started with you confronted me about my future, giving me some kind suggestions and trying to proof to me you are right but you don't know me, stranger. Let me do a brief introduction of myself to you: I'm a fat but young lady who works in some place not meant for women (only in the stone age, i.e. hardware shop). I know what you're thinking, or I shall say I assumed what you are thinking, that people who works here are all under-educated. But let me tell you, I was not and what you're thinking is not true. Being able to enter the working field at such young age doesn't mean I'm under-educate. It's not that I'm incompatible with studies nor I'm a dropout from school but I was capable enough to finish my studies earlier than others. I'm a graduate from university, not with certificates or diploma, but Bachelor's Degree in Science (Marketing), with honor to be precise, at the age of 21.
Mr. Uncivilized I, the other day, you told me 'young lady, you're probably going to regret for not studying at your age because you'll have to rely on man in your future. You'll have to compromise with them no matter what they told you to do because you need them to feed you, just like prostitutes.' Then, you continued 'but looking at you now, I think you'll starve in the future because no man would want you even if you devote yourself to them.' Let me tell you what, at the same time you tried to harassed me with your words, trying to make fun of me with my looks, it's the time you looks like a real fool. I'm well educated, mister. You don't know me! From your words I can see you're a jerk who think with your dick. Those words you used to harassed me reflects your personality and characteristics badly, or showing how uncivilized you were for thinking this is just a joke by using such offending word to describe a woman. I felt sorry for your wife for marrying such jerk because every words you said to me shows you're a sinner with full of lust but not love. A man who loves don't judge people by their looks, and why do you think I would devote myself to a man with lust but not love? Still, I thank you for worrying about my future, at least it came to your mind, but please worry about your one and only son first. Why don't you spend your time to advise your son to university for his future sake but to worry about my vagina?
Mr. Uncivilized II, looks like you're having some issue with 'women vs machines'. I don't deny that most of the women outside are machines and gadgets proof but not 100% of the women out there are. Even loosing a single nut will cause a serious aftermath. I know, I have sisters. But what you know about me? You never let me try but you are accusing me for not capable to do the job. How many times I had fixed the wire and the plug? I knew these since young dude, you don't have KH during your primary and secondary school time? And for your information, I fixed my laptop and computers since young, since we have the first computer. It's like, when I was 7 perhaps?
Mr. Uncivilized III, you named me 'Ms Don't-Know-Anything'. I do all the calculations and gave you professional advises and yet I was given such name. Please learn to be appreciate because every single time I refuse to do that, you will lose your business. Why? Because you don't know anything about products you're selling. You need to ask every single time when you sell a machine, even it's the same machine. You have 20 years of experience in this field, and yet you don't know most of the things. You gained all your knowledge by making mistakes and because my father is willing to teach you. Yet you're so selfish of sharing knowledge and you start telling everyone outside I don't know anything. You tell my customer not to ask me things because I couldn't handle their question. Then, why are you asking me those questions where you need to seek for answer when my father is not here? You don't give me a chance to learn, and you never give me a chance to perform, then how do you know I couldn't handle things, even those small things.
For the past 2 weeks, I constantly thinking what I did to deserve all these. Why aren't my effort appreciated? I have so many 'Why' questions in my head but I couldn't find an answer, not even a single word answer for one of the 'why'. I was so lost so I decided to post it to Facebook and seek for some answer. I still didn't get any answer but lots of encouragements. And I watched Paranorman (#random). Now, all the 'why' is no longer important. I was enlightened and decided to move on. Sir Ka-Shing Li once said '太在意別人的看法最後會有兩種結局：要麼自己累死，要麼讓別人玩
Ending my post with a quote from Paranorman by Sandra Babcock, 'you know, sometimes people say things that seem mean, but they did it because they are afraid.'
signing off,
till then.
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