Autumn's Concerto vs The Time Traveler's Wife? What similarity?

Had been watching some Taiwan romance drama, Autumn's Concerto lately and today, The Time Traveler's Wife. To be truth, I was caught in the thought of what will I be doing if all these scenes happen in my life? What if one day a boyfriend I love so much is going to die of cancer? What if I can't help him and what I can do is just watching him suffer? What if the only thing I can do is only let him get disappoint and hate on me and agree the help of another lady which was a doctor that can cure him? What if he forget me after the surgery and I found out I'm pregnant? What will I do with the baby? What if he do come to me but he didn't know who am I? What if my daughter tell me my husband is dying soon? What will i do when i know husband is dying the next second? What will i do if ..., what if..... happened?

People may be laughing at me, saying it's just some drama/movie scene. I laugh at myself too, but what if these do happen? I usually don't think much after some drama and movie but i think i watched it at the wrong timing. I got emotional distracted so easily and i go fantasy... FML

of course, I don't only get such shallow things from something I spent time on. Found out lotsa things to learn and to apply in real life too but am not going to share. I'm those kinda kedekut ilmu people. =)

p/s: I guess PMS period is not a good timing for romance.
p/p/s: I never find Vanness Wu so attracting b4.
p/p/p/s: Kids is always attracting and cute and urgh I love hyper active and cute and smart kids.

signing off,
FML I fell in love with drama characters again...