I wanted to sleep but I was so tempted to write something here before I sleep.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm lying naked in the Igloo in the middle of the night. Sis made the room as if we're in the north pole. So cold -.-
Sometimes, I feel like I'm lying naked in the Igloo in the middle of the night. Sis made the room as if we're in the north pole. So cold -.-
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Firstly, I would want to do a little prayer for my uncle in law who's now in Taiwan under medications. I don't think it's called a medication anymore, because he's now in the final stage of cancer. Chemotherapy doesn't work on him anymore and the cancer had already spread all over his body. Unfortunately, he also got germs infected and is on fever like forever already. I heard that he can't live long anymore but I hope that he can prop up every sunset to see the next sunrise. He was a really nice, kind, and friendly guy. The really bad thing was my little cousin was only 9 this year and how cruel is it to want a child to face this fact? Even I can't take it. And, this might be his last Father's Day, his daughter last Father's Day too.
Secondly, it's Father's Day today! I know, it's already over but I want to let my paced a little slower, or even out-dated. No celebration nor dinner for Father's Day because both my dad and uncle went to Taiwan to visit my uncle-in-law. Being afraid that they'll miss the last chance... Anyhow, I love you Daddy! Seriously, I'd never tell my dad that I love him. Until now, still I don't do it because we keep it in heart. We use infared - one to one.
Thirdly, it's about my college life. I don't know how things became so hectic after 2 years. I've been relaxing and chilling for a freaking 2 years and this was the first semester I had so many works and exams and tests and quizzes continuously. It's me being overly neglected or what? I have 2 assignments due end of this week and a test+assignment due next week and another test in the following week. How can this happened in my life? My life was to chill and relax >.< Seriously, I started to have insomnia and I'm about to die of stresses. I have to finish 2 assignments before THIS Thursday, it's already Monday today. I told myself I wanted and I have to finish them but I'm so tired right now. I've been dreaming everyday since last week and waking up in middle of the nights. What shall I do? Yeah, cope with stress I know. Maybe everything will be okay after I finish my assignment. Anyway, the last speech I gave made me so disappointed because people who actually done worst than me got a better grade.
signing off,
I shall off to bed and start dreaming or I'll not have enough brain juice to be squeeze tomorrow.
Secondly, it's Father's Day today! I know, it's already over but I want to let my paced a little slower, or even out-dated. No celebration nor dinner for Father's Day because both my dad and uncle went to Taiwan to visit my uncle-in-law. Being afraid that they'll miss the last chance... Anyhow, I love you Daddy! Seriously, I'd never tell my dad that I love him. Until now, still I don't do it because we keep it in heart. We use infared - one to one.
Thirdly, it's about my college life. I don't know how things became so hectic after 2 years. I've been relaxing and chilling for a freaking 2 years and this was the first semester I had so many works and exams and tests and quizzes continuously. It's me being overly neglected or what? I have 2 assignments due end of this week and a test+assignment due next week and another test in the following week. How can this happened in my life? My life was to chill and relax >.< Seriously, I started to have insomnia and I'm about to die of stresses. I have to finish 2 assignments before THIS Thursday, it's already Monday today. I told myself I wanted and I have to finish them but I'm so tired right now. I've been dreaming everyday since last week and waking up in middle of the nights. What shall I do? Yeah, cope with stress I know. Maybe everything will be okay after I finish my assignment. Anyway, the last speech I gave made me so disappointed because people who actually done worst than me got a better grade.
signing off,
I shall off to bed and start dreaming or I'll not have enough brain juice to be squeeze tomorrow.
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