SPP

Something is in my mind, yet I don't want it to be exist. I now couldn't squeeze a word out of my mouth when I see someone I know, not even a 'HI' or a 'BYE'. Call me snooty, call me proud, call me whatever you want, I'm not going to entertain anyone. I remember how things use to be last time, but everything had changed. Friend, no friend; laugh, no laugh; hi bye, no hi no bye; anything but I don't care anymore. Once, someone told me never stop caring, but I couldn't. I don't the strength anymore. I'm not like a candle, burning myself to give others brightness, even if I am, I still want someone to appreciate me. Why can't I just live in a corner in this world from the start where nobody know me and I don't know anyone else? Seriously, I hope I'm an autism patient because I can't take it when you care and then dun care about me. You just don't care if you never want to care, or, continue to care once you cared.

signing off,
I'm SNOOTY, I'm PROUD, I'm PETTY.