right here, right now

I'm thinking why time passed so fast?

2 more semester and I'm done with my studies,
plus one more internship, I'm done with my degree.
Got a little freak out and felt that I'm out of no where now.
What am I going to do after this 2 semester?
Where shall I go?
Which line should I go into?
How am I going to prepare for this?
Am I going to cope with it well?
What if I can't?
What if I can't even get a job? *touch wood*
What if, How if, etc.
I have so many things in my mind now.
3 more semester, I'm not able to ask for pocket money anymore. wtf
3 more semester I have to pay my own petrol.
3 more semester I have to pay for my own shopping.
3 more semester I have to etc.

So many what if, how if , 3 more semester.... Should I work for it or wait for it to come?

signing off,
I'm now a lamb, ok I'm not a lamb, I'm a huge fat pig, that lost in the middle of no where.