I don't know what hit me right now, but I felt depress in the middle of the night. Staring at the screen looking at my facebook news feed, I got a sense of being dump, a sense of being alone all the time. The depression actually got worst when I saw people interacting with each other, having fun. I got to admit it is jealousy, but there was nothing I can do. I wanted to join them, but they're not my anyone or someone, no sense of belonging at all. They're friends that I'm not close with, the hi-bye type, and awkwardness got supremely high after talking to them, never miss for all time. And right at this moment, someone came into my mind. I know you hardly read this, or actually never read this, but I just want to tell you I misses you so much! Of course there's others coming after, but you're the first one I thought of no matter what happened.
signing off,
I'm just DEPRESSED... in the middle of the night.
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