Dear Diary,
I'm super full after my lunch but I had been eating non-stop. I'm now watching TV and it's showing me lotsa foods =( I felt like eating them all.
I believe that myself had move a big step ahead, but still, I turn around to look at the previous footsteps printed behind. I know memories are to remain as memories, and I shall look forward and move forward. I tried hard to keep the statement above real, but I felt it's hard.
I had an hectic week, I had been OT till midnight for days. But, everything worth. Now I know how things works better, and I tried my best to communicate better as well. I don't know if I should continue doing this, I'm worried that I can't pull myself out and got into a deep depression later. I'm still in a dilemma, but I had 60% of my choice towards them already. I think I know what I want, but what I want doesn't meant what I can do. It's not in my control. I pray hard to make it happen, just hope myself can stay strong.
signing off,
nappie =)
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