Swivel

#1 I don't see my future and I'm worried;
#2 Everyone told me that it's too tough for a 'lady';
#3 I doubt about my capability;
#4 I doubt about everything associated with it.
#5 I doubt about something I shouldn't doubt about it.
#6 The deja vu things happened so frequent lately, everything seems so familiar, like it just happened before. The same setting, the same cast, the same voice, and everything. It's driving me insane.
#7 Having a mind crush, keep hallucinating about something that I know it won't happen.
#8 I hate working on a Saturday and I don't have 'me' time.
#9 I hate it when I farking work for one month and I still don't know how much salary I can get.
#10 I'm just worried and I hate everything right now. Everything is restricting me, I got no freedom.

singing off,
just, I'm hating everything now.