Do you know the feeling of having a blur future? Like, you can't visualize where will you be 10 years later, 1 year, 1 month or even just tomorrow? it's not like I don't want to visualize it, but I can't see myself anywhere, even now. What am I doing? Or what should I do? I do, now.
Do you know those feeling just like you're standing at the peak of a mountain, where every single move you make, you fall? nothing for you to hold, no one at your side to help, and what you have is just yourself but nothing else? I do, now.
Do you know the feeling as if you were locked in a cage, where you have no space to move even a little, that even you breath you felt suffocated? I do, now.
Do you know how I felt right now? As if I was locked in that cage, and placed at the peak of the mountain, with thick mist around that block all my vision.
I just felt so insecure, so helpless but I only have myself.
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